WolfenMuse

Swaying slowly to the music Thinking happy thoughts Hoping time would stop Wishing this moment will last forever Frozen In Time Like an ice sculpture in the winter Grabbing the moment and holding on Having Love Forever Looking into the eyes of your loved one To say I love you Releshing in all the emotion Moving with the one you hold Frozen In Time Like an ice sculpture in the winter Grabbing the moment and holding on Having Love Forever The wanting you have To stay like this forever Wanting to cry when it's ending Like an ice sculpture melting in the sun Frozen In Time Like an ice sculpture in the winter Grabbing the mom

A scream of loneliness A scream of pain Walking alone in the darkest time of day With no one to hear it scream a lonely wolf Stray in the night Searching, Searching, Searching For what it needs to find.

To be in love? Whats the point from most points of view it hurts why does it hurt cuz people dont give a fuck they dont care for others thats why your hurt cuz they watch out for them but i guess that what people should do right? or should others be human beings and care but what would be the fun in that what would be the fun in treating others with kindess there wouldnt be any cuz hate is a fun emotion i guess but i wouldnt know cuz when i look at people i see them and not mounds of flesh mounds of flesh that have and organ in there chest organs in there chest that i can break and mold into whatever shape i want why do

"questions" Screaming in pain Wanting someone to hear my yell but why doesnt anyone hear Why can they always hear the scream of hurt Why not pain Why is physical hurt so much different How come one can be healed but the other cant Is it becuase hurt is on the outside and pain is from the heart Is that why no one can hear Is that why pain never heals Because no one cares? is that the reason why its pain full in the first place? Then i guess thats why im destined for pain? pain from being the worlds doormat? Pain for caring? Pain for being the person that ppl say you should be? Well then i guess im fucked Fucked because i

you gay jewish nazi that works for russia but is a spy for japan who is on the pay role of america that lives in britian and was born in mexico whose mom is from canada

Fire In Your Eyes Look of pain and worry Look of desperation The look of fire in your eyes Many amounts of emotions Things you can't deny Your eyes tell the truth So your mouth has to lie Because of the fire in your eyes

Wading through the water of an endless amount of love Swimming and swimming but never fast enough Try to tread to keep your ahead above Beginning to sink with panic filling your lungs Choking and gasping for air as the water fills your mouth Arms flailing through the wet abyss Tasting the immense being that is with in The warm taste and touch of the liquid in your body Noticing that you float not sink Looking up you see the one you love in the middle of the darkness Floating in a sea of light Reaching to them Placing your arms around the reviving soul Kissing them as the liquid turns to love and you realize You weren't dy

Pleasurable Pain.... Beating? Is this what the heart is supposed to do? Then why does it hurt, When it does so? The pain is pleasurable? maybe to some, but not for me, Well maybe for me, the pleasurable pain that is love Is there an actual definition for love? One that makes sense i should say, One that can describe the feelings i feel, Hmmmm it makes the mind ponder Wonder what to do Think of things to say or feel But not always, Not always does it work, to push away the pain and feel the pleasure But i guess its this "Gods" will to not get pleasure without even the slightest bit of pain Does it make life interesting?

Blood bleeds.... interesting concept bleeding is.. bleeding because of pain or pleasure can be seen .. can be seen only by the one who causes... bleeding... could it be to end ones life? or to save another? i choose to end... why should one be saved ... they didnt save me, they didnt save me, if they did... then why do i look... look at this knife and grin grin of the things that wait for me after i bleed, heh it doesnt matter does it? doesnt matter if im here or gone... gone to a different place, a place that hold fools who try to help fools who BELIEVE there is payment in good deeds... is this my payment? to bleed? to

Why am i afraid of the dark? but i hunger to be alone in it? to sit in the shadow of my own misery crying myself to sleep sleep? the thing that i crawl into, just to wake up screaming in pain i dont know whats worse to live in pain or sleep in it? the pain of living with yourself when you arent happy then sleeping in the darkness that reminds you of it shivering in the darkness of my own mind a mind that likes to send me spiraling spiraling into a chaos of unreal realties realties that feel as if they could kill killing? natural cause of death, maybe i should practice this.. just maybe..